4 hours of waiting,
2000 over fans squeeze against the barricades,
just to catch that 15 secs glimpse of them.

& there he was right infront of me.
i was so dazed,
it felt like i was watching a video.
i cant believe what i saw.

best 15 secs.

the more i expect from someone,
the more disappointed i'll me.

i should just give up hoping.

i cant believe i waited from 6pm last night,
but they took a detour out the other way.

damn sad now, if this happens again.
i'll drop down and cry.

it begins tonight.
bring back my excitement.

so screwed.

i'm so nervous i'm shaking,
i cant sleep, i cant think.

because everything i think about is about ...

because he's the most adorable idiot i've ever met.

let's go out someday.

I'm a happy kid,
with too many imaginations to fulfil.
& i shall attempt them all! (:

Although i know i have to run as fast as i can after that.
Probably appear on a million hate sites.

Like i'm not hated enough right!

Okay bye now.
Shall go attempt my confession letter.

& for those invited & didnt save the link.
HERE

thanks to all the encouraging messages i've received on my tagboard,
which allowed me to know how important my inner thoughts are
& due to how dangerous the internet is to my future. -.-

i've decided to move everything elsewhere.
and lock them all up and only allow selective people to read them.
just like what i have done to facebook and twitter.

i'll still update from time to time,
in tweet form,
on non important information.

so for now, bye!

4 hours of waiting,
2000 over fans squeeze against the barricades,
just to catch that 15 secs glimpse of them.

& there he was right infront of me.
i was so dazed,
it felt like i was watching a video.
i cant believe what i saw.

best 15 secs.

the more i expect from someone,
the more disappointed i'll me.

i should just give up hoping.

i cant believe i waited from 6pm last night,
but they took a detour out the other way.

damn sad now, if this happens again.
i'll drop down and cry.

it begins tonight.
bring back my excitement.

so screwed.

i'm so nervous i'm shaking,
i cant sleep, i cant think.

because everything i think about is about ...

because he's the most adorable idiot i've ever met.

let's go out someday.

I'm a happy kid,
with too many imaginations to fulfil.
& i shall attempt them all! (:

Although i know i have to run as fast as i can after that.
Probably appear on a million hate sites.

Like i'm not hated enough right!

Okay bye now.
Shall go attempt my confession letter.

& for those invited & didnt save the link.
HERE

thanks to all the encouraging messages i've received on my tagboard,
which allowed me to know how important my inner thoughts are
& due to how dangerous the internet is to my future. -.-

i've decided to move everything elsewhere.
and lock them all up and only allow selective people to read them.
just like what i have done to facebook and twitter.

i'll still update from time to time,
in tweet form,
on non important information.

so for now, bye!